I am sorry

I'm sorry for t he times I put us all in danger. Being in the party was the last thing that I thought would happen to me. I never planned this. I didn't even want this. The sword no longer matters. I have my body back and so our time together must come to an end. I no longer have the courage to fight with you all. W here I plan to go will only harm all of you more. T here is still a path for me in this life but it will not be alongside all of you. I know th e decisions I have made endangered all of you and ruined the lives of many. None of you will forgive me, I know this now... but I did what I had to for my own ends. I have sacrificed my own s oul for Karthor, I saved all of us from being skewe red by Silk, HELL, I even saved us from the Vampire in a strange series of events. I will n ot apologize for MY choices, I, however , will apolo gize fo r deceiving all of you. The distai n I sense from all of you has hel p in this decision. I will go. Remember me for all the good time.

Karthor, you a re like a b rother to me. Use this extra time in your life to do good and heal those w ho need it most. Ko, watch ov er the party and stay true to your be liefs... just try not to judge others too much on theirs. Sol, use your speed to ensure a swift victory but don't forget to slow down occasionally and take in the moment. Bilpip, no matter what dest iny dictates you are supposed to do, foll ow you own path as you do so well an d don't forg et about the friends you have made along the way. Ardor, your intelligence has always amazed me but let yourself relax and have fun once in a while . And lastly, Thia, though we just met I see in you a great deal of struggle. Keep w ith this lot and the y will aid you in your darkest of endeavors.